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January 22 BACK ONLINE... SORRY FORGOT PASSWORDS.Sorry all, but we are back. I completely forgot the write down our passwords and new id, but I finally figured it out.
Anywho... I lost an additional eight pounds since being on last. How excited am I!!! Also- Mike... WOW, he has lost tons!!! He will be on here later to tell you about it, as well as his doctors visit... YIKES! Mike went to get a full physical and screening to see where he is at... again he will tell you all about it later.
The realization that I am fat!!! Yesterday I was watching a video of myself and holy cow... that really hit home. Yes, I know I am fat and I can see so in pics too, but that video was defiantley hard. I will have to see if I can add it on here. We are still trying to figure out live.
Mike went with me to the gym the other day and it was so nice because I now know how to use all the machines and PROPERLY!!! See why I am fat, I was using one completely backwards. But- I feel better too that I know what they are so I don't feel stupid walking in there looking like an idiot trying to figure them out. We also went and purchased some weights, a ball, and more bands. I already have bands, but I wanted a set work too. Work... Love the girls here at work, they are so motivating. On top of losing weight, we have all cut out a lot of spending money because we no longer eat out. Now when I lose all this weight I will have some extra mula to go clothes shopping... YAY! And not in the plus size!!! I want to set a goal, but a realistic one for Michiah's birthday, March 9, 2008 when he will be one!!!!!!! That is 7 weeks away (WOW how the time flies) I am thinking two pounds a week at 14 pounds? Hopefully more, but I have to be real with myself.
I also want to throw out a HUGE thank you to everyone!!! My mom left me a comment that left me speechless! I love you so much! My Aunt Joyce sent me an email that I also would like to share. She said that her doctor once asked her why she ate the way she ate. She said because I deserve it. the doctor said, what do you mean? The doctor told her that we eat to survive!!! Wow-=-- I have kept that one in my thoughts for a while!!! KEEP GOING EVERYONE AND THANK YOU AGAIN FOR ALL THE MOTIVATION.
One thing I would like to add, My husband just saved himself fifteen years off his life by going to the doctor and starting this program. From the Doctors' Mouth... THANK GOD FOR BIGGEST LOSER!!!
January 07 BIGGEST LOSER HERE WE COME!!!Here it is... I am going to give it up, This morning I weighed 272 pounds. Yes, that is probably the first time I told anyone how much I weighed besides my husband and the doctor. Before my husband and I started trying to conceive I wanted to lose the weight. Again, I got frustrated and it wouldn't come off. So- still heavy, we conceived and had a beautiful baby boy, Michiah in March. I only gained 14 pounds in my pregnancy, but I was already fat and shouldn't gain any. The hardest thing in my entire life was to be pregnant and just look like I put more weight on, ya know-- I wanted the baby bump. I mean, I did, but you couldn't tell I was pregnant until I was 7 months, I just looked fat. Talk about feeling uncomfortable as a fat person, try being pregnant and have people touch your belly all the time. ugh. I wanted to flaunt my pregnancy. I will say that I absolutely loved my pregnancy, I did not get a lot of morning sickness. My husband and I want to have one more child. I refuse to be the fat pregnant girl again!
My motivation is our son, Michiah. I want to be that mom, the hot mom. I want to be there running with him teaching him sports... not the one just sending him to practice. I often find myself asking the doctor about my son's weigh and I know it is because he is really long, but at nine months he weighed twenty five pounds. He is definatley at where he should be because of his height, I just worry.
My husband -- I love him so much and he is so perfect! I often wonder though if he has fallen out of love with me because of the weight. I want to be sexy again! I want to be able to shop at Victoria Secrets and get cute bras and panties that fit.
Work-- I am definatly the fat girl at work. One of my closest friends at work is a personal trainer... DO WE SEE SOMETHING WRONG WITH THIS PICTURE???? The girls are so cute in all their outfits and then you have me who has said for three years I am not buying new clothes because I am going to get this weight off and won't need them.
Okay here is what I have started to do-- the biggest problem with our weight is conveneice. We both work full time and have a baby at home. Getting to the gym-- REALLY HARD TO DO!!! So- I have been getting up at 5:00 am and going to the gym. (Where I usually feel uncomfy because again- fat girl with skinny minnies all around-- Here they are running a thousand miles a minute and I am dying at a fast paced walk. But I still go and will keep going. By the time I come home it is time to get ready for work. Then my husband us usually getting up and then, our son. Then- off the sitters to take Michiah, then to work. When I get home from work, I have been making more meals. I have actually cooked every night this week. I did use the crock pot once this week. I also ran out and bought the Biggest Loser CookBook... LOVE IT!!!!
So- Here we go WE CAN DO IT!!!!!!! Rebecca and Michael On a Mission!!!Join the Million Pound March!! |
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